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 in response to CATLUV...   Thanks Cat for your support, least I can vent it I went to my primary doctor yesterday, my husband and I have the same doctor she has known about his problem for years now, I had a long talk with her. She suggested I start a private savings account and start putting a little money at a time a side, just for back up. As for the cancer it is bad I have been fighting it since 2007 my first bought with cancer was in 1992 thyroid, then here we go in 2007 I copied this I am pasting below i was stage 4 in 2007 went into remission after chemo for 2 years then 2 more surgeries and 2 more rounds of chemo I am now in what they call a limbo remission meaning it will come back as to when and were we don't know I am getting ready for a lot of test the next month so we will know if I am still clear or if it is back the doctor only gave me 1 1/2 years to live when he found it so I have been giving it a good fight. Thanks again and this is the info on the cancer.
Primary Peritoneal Cancer is a rare cancer that typically affects women. The cause is unknown. Since the cells of the peritoneum are very similar to the cells found on the surface (epithelium) of the ovary, it is often treated like ovarian cancer. By the way I did not have any ovaries that had all been removed 3 years prior.

 in response to CATLUV...   Thank you I am going to try the financial aid with my daughter that sounds like a great idea, no we are not on food stamps we live with my MIL and since no utlitiy bills are in our name we can't get them. I have really considered leaving him we have been married almost 14 years he just seems to get worse instead of better. I have a brother in another state I can go live with but, my cancer doctors here are really good I would loose him and don't want to do that. I have found out I can draw my deceased husband SSD check if I get a divorce. "considering this" I just don't know how much more I can take I am on a handful of pills just to controll my depression and axiety I feel so trapped, if I leave and my daughter and I get our own place my cancer comes back she will not be able to take care of me, work and go to school. I have been backer acted once since I lost it and had a nervous break down my phychitrist was urgin me then to leave my husband. I hate this situation I have always been able to be in controll of me, independent. I would not even fight the cancer anymore except I dont want to leave my daughter trapped here by herself. Thanks for letting me vent.

Hi I am living with my MIL have stage 4 cancer which is in remission I have a 21 year old daughter with me she has been looking high and low for a job. I don't have a car in my name. So if I leave I don't know if my husband will let me have the truck or not. My problem is he is disabled, and addicted to Lortabs, he has been stealing mine, we thought we had him under control and then last night I find out he is also stealing my Neurontin,Ambien,and another nerve pill. He will never stop My daughter and I need out we have no other family in this town no other place to go. We need an apartment, and transportation, possible help with some of the deposits, I know if I leave I will get food stamps. My daughter has one small dog Pekingese and I have a Umbrella Cockatoo. I feel so stuck and all alone I don't know what to do. My daughter wants to go to school and would be in line of loads of grants and so forth. I have a brother in upper ala. I could leave but then I loose my health care team. Ok I am going to post this and pray for the best.